BENJamIn's UNDER Full Sail

Maybe I'm a Ghost

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UN4'ble 1.8

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random.

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11.

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7.8

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promise

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Unbelievable

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benji's the benji

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father's day

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B. the favourite alphabet

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vip

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14th of june.

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anonymous4

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anonymous3

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HecaresmeHelovesme*GUESS*

a search of clue

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------ flickr

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anonymous2

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anonymous

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..

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20.04.09

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Benji's Recipes

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random 2

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Miki B'Day

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Oversea Rest. (Dad Bday)

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The Loaf

2008-09-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

Bombay Spice (Spice of India)

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Souvenir (California, USA)

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Souvenir (Crabi Island)

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3p.m

2008-08-14T15:05:00.006+08:00

3 p.m, the moment that bring me back to the self-obsessed period
( single, no hanging out, no friends, seal up myself at room, lifeless )
And,
Still not receiving any calls from interview - worries
Plus,
Result on next Monday - apprehensive, pessimistic, silent

Random Shot 2

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Spaghetti Grill

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Homemade Potato Wedges

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Chocoholic

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Rating: 4/10

Rating: 8/10

Cherating @ Kuantan

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Hai Peng @ Terengganu

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Random Shot (Family's Day)

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Souvenir'

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Father's Day Gift

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Special Edition (China 2008 Olympic)

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Mother's Day @ Xenri

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Mother's DAy Gift

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Gift''

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P/S: Not for advert purpose :P

Grilled Fish(Salted) @Sri Kembangan

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Gift'

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Bon Ton

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sleepless nite

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countdown 1

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lil nephew

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Countdown

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Tea House

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Sign

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Source of Joy & Inspiration for Creativity and Hope

2nd Day

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struggle

2007-08-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

- Hardly can express my current impression.
- Struggling bout ways to do away with the current situation.
- Killing me deeply!!!
- Too many burden... too many alternative...
- Afraid of the fact. *no guts
- Wondering which i should pick.
- Selected the one i wish doesnt mean its the best fit solution. Gosh...

[ Music: Southside - Ashanti & Lloyd ]

complicate moment

2007-08-21T12:01:00.000+08:00

[ Mood: Complicate ]
[ Music: Good luck charm - Jagged Edge ]
[ Days countdown: - ]

Because of some stupid obstacles occur during days results released on ACCA webbing services, we gonna await for the whole day long to view the results.
Wait and wait, wait and wait and wait... I was waiting from sunrise till the sunset and Im seem like a dawdler that time, do nothing and hanging around at home. Haha!
Phew... finally get to see my result... Yeahoo! I pass! I passed! And Im just awake from a sweetly nap at that moment. Haha!
Strictly speaking, I hate the marks I got. Hate! hate! hate! Im expecting higher marks... Sigh...

lil moment

2007-08-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

[ Mood: Depressed ]
[ Music: Stay the same - Joey McIntyre ]
[ Days countdown: 2 ]

Ohh gosh.... 2 more days to sentence me "death" or stay alive.
Super extremely nervous... Start think negatively... Hehe!
Just wonder if i screw up my paper, what else i can do then? If if its does happen, isnt end of my life? My goal and dream has destroys... Gosh... Please please dont happen against me... Hehe!

BenBenji

2007-08-16T16:07:00.000+08:00

You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life.
You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.
But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.
You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Disorder

2007-08-15T08:18:00.000+08:00

[ Mood: Miserable ]
[ Music: Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know? ]
[ Days Countdown: 6 ]

Gosh.... Been experienced nightmare recently... totally sucks...
After some cheerful, delightful, pleasant moment, finally here come the despicable moment (ACCA Result) which arouse my anxiety and depressive. Exaggeratedly speaking, it caused me mental illness, cant sleep well, cant think clearly, lack of confidence and hope, and feeling of great sadness and etc. Haha! Sounds so serious wei...
While all my A levels friends draw their results, I was like enjoy the sight of pathetic. Haha! Sei for... probably I'll be their plaything now... Sobs. =)
Anyway, I'll trust my capability and my efforts i have works on it. Benji can!!! Haha!

stabbed

2007-08-07T11:28:00.000+08:00

Ouch~ I get stabbed =)

Instructions: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone.

1. I miss somebody right now.
2. I do not watch tv these days.
3. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4. I love to play video games. (adventure/shooting)*
5. I have tried marijuana.
6. I have been in a threesome.
7. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8. I have changed mentally over the last year.
9. I curse.
10. I am totally smart.
11. I've broken someone's bones.
12. I am paranoid sometimes.
13. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14. I need money right now. (Always)* :P
15. I love sushi.
16. I talk really, really fast.
17. I have long hair.
18. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19. I have at least one siblings.
20. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21. I couldnt survive without Caller ID.
22. I like the way I look.
23. I am usually pessimistic.
24. I have a lot of mood swings.
25. I have a hidden talent.
26. I am always hyper.
27. I have a lot of friends.
28. I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29. I enjoy talking on the phone.
30. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31. I love to shop.
32. Enjoy window shopping.
33. I would rather shop than eat. (if only i get something)*
34. I dont hate anyone.
35. I am a pretty good dancer.
36. I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37. I have a cell phone.
38. I believe in God.
39. I am an adrenaline junkie.
40. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41. I have passed out drunk in past 6 months.
42. I have rejected someone before.
43. I want to have children in the future.
44. I have changed a diaper before.
45. I have called the cops on a friend before.
46. I am not allergic to anything.
47. I have a lot to learn.
48. I am shy around members with the opposite sexs.
49. I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.
50. I have tried alcohol before.
51. I own the South Park movie.
52 I would die for my best friend.
53. I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
58. I am happy at this moment!
59. I am obsessed with girls/guys.
60. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (Proud)* Haha!
61. I study for test most of the time.
62. I am comfortable with who I m right now.
63. I have more than just my ears pierced.
64. I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65. I have jumped off a bridge.
66. I love sea turtles.
67. I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68. Plan on achieving a major goaldream.
69. I a proficient in a musical instrument.
70. I hate office jobs.
71. I love Sci-f movies.
72. I think water rules.
73. I went college out of state.
74. I like sausages.
75. I love kisses. (I enjoy kissing)*
76. I fall for the worst people.
77. I adore bright colours.
78. I cant live without black eyeliner.
79. I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80. I usually like covers better than originals.
81. I can pick up things with my toes.
82. I can whistle.
83. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84. I have ridden/owned a horse.
85. I still have every journal I've written in.
86. I can stick to a diet.
87. I talk in my sleep.
88. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89. I have jazz in my blood.
90. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91. I wear a toe ring.
92. I cant stand at least one person that I work with.
93. I am a caffeine junkie.
94. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95. I have been to over 15 conversation.
96. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97. I am an artist.
98. I only clean my room when necessary.
99. I like a person of the same sex. (Michael Buble)*
100. I love being happy.

Cofiee

2007-08-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

Frosty winds~
wafts of steaming
cinnamon coffee

Winter chill~
hands clutched tightly
'round a coffee mug;
lips and nose
tipped with latte foam
specks of chocolate

Coffee Al Fresco~
a hummer over my shoulder
then gone;
steamed windows
the smell of brewing coffee everywhere

Luscious Aroma~
the raucous sound
coffee grinding;
in a glass, a cup
or a massive macho mug
it's COFFEE;
cappuccino, on the rocks
Turkish, French or demi-tasse
it's a coffee world

Mocha madness~
on each and every corner
a coffee bar;
energy and verve
stamina and vigor
the gifts of coffee

咖啡∙∙∙∙闻起来很香浓∙∙∙
但喝起来却苦苦涩涩,
就像恋爱一样∙∙∙∙
给人的感觉是美好的浪漫的∙∙∙∙
但亲身体验却又苦不堪言∙∙∙∙
有些人天生就适合喝咖啡∙∙∙∙
但有些人连一杯都无法入喉∙∙∙∙
;至于我,我对它是情不自禁得,无法自拔得爱上了∙∙∙∙

我认为任何事都可以慢慢习惯∙∙∙∙
咖啡也好;恋爱也好;人生也好

我想每杯咖啡和每个喝咖啡的人,
都会有一两个令人心酸或是特别的故事,
味道香浓的 "爱斯彼索(Espresso)"
背後可能有段凄美的恋情;
加上适量巧克力粉的 "摩卡咖啡(Mocha)",
那香甜的味道,
大概就是初恋的味道,
而有着一层厚厚鲜奶泡沫的 "卡普奇诺咖啡(Cappuccino)" ,
给人一种像胎儿在妈妈肚子里,
那种温暖且安心的感觉,
低头看着自己的咖啡杯,
似乎看到了属於自己的故事影像,
在咖啡杯上播映着,
我赶紧拿起汤匙搅动咖啡,
并甩一甩头,
试着把那悲伤的回忆甩出我脑海,
我可不想让好好的一杯咖啡变成咸咸的∙∙∙∙

Love Letter

2007-07-31T15:45:00.000+08:00

Recently been reading an extraordinary article, it's no exaggeration to say that it actually roused my mind even though just a few paragraphs. It's more likely about the pleasurable traditions which plays an important roles in the relationship, who's called love letter. But, as we are be born from a modern comforts environments, we inadvertently abandoned the cultures of communication. Do feel likes blaming yourself? I pretty sure you wouldnt. Haha!

Imagine yourself back to 60+ century, and you need to express to your lover how ya feel and how you are longing to spend intimate moments together. How? There's no cellphone, telephone neither email, perhaps an errand boy to deliver your passionate missive.

Love letter can fire the imagination of the one's who is writing it as well as the one's who receive it. The pleasure of imagining different ways to write about your passion and love is just part of the joy. So why not just set it free and discover the joys of love letter.

A love letter may no any rules and regulation involved and need not be pages, either. Think of whatever delightful, romantics, even naughty expression that would ignite one's mind. Build up your vocabulary to include a variety of words to describe the intimacy and start your letter by using adjectives like darling, sweetheart, my love. Somehow, you can actually develop such vocabulary on your other particularity relations too . Hehe!

In a nut shell, love letter is a sweet way of weave romance, enchantments and intimacy with your love one's. Lastly, i dont mind receive any love letter or love e-letter. Hehe! Probably shown how attractive and marvelous i am :P (*perasan)

Totally Impressed

2007-07-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

The thought of audience is that the well-honed keyboard player going acoustic and showing off their dexterity and talent which i dont agree with it. And such albums are barely listenable and its unlikely seem popular amount us.

BUT... While enjoying the "Woods of Chaos", i think its enough to convince anyone that Rob's is not only a skilled pianist. It's not an album where he tried showing off how fast he can play the piano, but one that displays the moods he can evoke with it. What even more surprising me is that the instrumentals was incredibly easy to listen to in one go (I was furnishing my blogger).

My views is that the album is reflection of the battles, successes and determination to move forward and lastly, its probably peace my mind. My advice is, once played the songs, you'll definite be back for more. Haha!

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2007-07-23T19:53:00.000+08:00

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